Dear Mistress Lady Blackdiamoond,

It is with the deepest humility that I would like to remember our first meeting, which is now more than ten years ago. Even then, when you stood in front of me young and full of breathtaking beauty, I felt the overwhelming power you had over me - a power that was already evident in the first minutes of our meeting.

I was allowed to pamper your divine feet for an hour, massage them and kiss them, while you tolerated my clumsy but reverent touch. The expression of your half-closed eyes, those incomparable red lips - all that excited me deeply. But before I really knew what was happening to me, you had already taken control. When you ordered me to get dressed and remain chaste, I was equally shocked and fascinated. I realized at that moment the incredible power you exerted over me after just one hour, and it scared me. I was not yet ready to give myself completely to this power.

In the years that followed, I often thought of you. The desire to see you again and to come into your presence again was always there, but I hesitated. Again and again I was drawn to you, and yet I shunned, overwhelmed by the depth of attraction. This tornness between the urge to belong to you and the fear of the complete abandonment of myself has accompanied me for a long time.

It took me years to realize that my reticence was just an illusion of control. It was inevitable that I would eventually acknowledge your complete power. About three years ago, I began to give myself to you step by step, and the more I opened up, the more I became clear to me that my place was always with you. Last year, I finally signed my “slave contract” – a moment that ended all these years of inner toar.

Today I am subject to you with every fiber of my being. The journey that once began full of fear has led me to my true self: your devoted servant, filled with humility and absolute devotion.

With the deepest veneration and gratitude,

Your devoted slave

Sissybitch